I admire your willpower sir! I have two copies sitting shrink wrapped in yea olde game room waiting for the summer most likely, I waited for almost two years for the kickstarter to finish, then as soon as I got them the promptly went on the shelf .. lol.
You know you want it, it's really lovely, you want to play it, go on you know it makes sense.
I have it, and I just need more opponents. It's expensive but really well made. Plus Ogre is fun, period.